Why am I so exhausted?

So I'm officially into this SAHM thing.

Can i be honest? I STILL feel like I don't know what I'm doing. Madison and I have absolutely no schedule. NONE. The little stinker sleeps mostly through the night, but finds 5-5:45 a wonderful time to start the day. Me? I am not ready to be up till about an hour after son rise. It usually means that I am cranky and irritable and don't want to move for about 4 hours. I'm OK with getting up and going... but being up with no 'purpose' other then baby-wants-to-play? No way.

It makes me wish i had a member ship to a gym, then i could see me getting up, heading out maybe grabbing a cup of coffee on the way home. But alas a gym membership isn't likely anytime soon.

We have been doing well with me being home though. I mean there is still laundry to be done. There is picking up to do. Piles of junk to sort through. yard work. redecorating. grocery shopping. But i have faith that maybe one day I'll get a hand of it all.

As Always,
Misty